So, I had a rocky night -- not Maddie, no I think she did really well. Yesterday Rob was able to nap a bit and caught up on some sleep so he took the night shift. Staying up until about 1 or 2 am and then getting up around 4 -5 am. He's so cute the way that he turns off the monitor in the bedroom and stays out in the living room to make sure that I can sleep! He's taking such good care of me! And Maddie too!
But I keep sleeping so lightly because I am now in a constant state of worry. Is she ok? What if she stops breathing? What if the monitor isn't working and we didn't hear her needing something? Oh, the joys. Then I must have fallen asleep pretty deeply because the monitor was on and I incorporated her cry into my dream, woke up thinking "hmmm, what was that sound?"
At any rate, I woke up early this morning just because I want to see her! But it's a little mean to just go in and wake her up for my selfish purposes. So I'm waiting patiently for her to wake up.